There is hope
Maybe you think that you are beyond hope. That there is no use in even trying. You have led a very sinful life and there is no possible way that you can be forgiven.
Your sins are so terrible, that you don't even mention them. But God knows them and one day you will have to answer for them.
However God loves you so much that he has already provided the payment for your sins. Of course you can refuse the payment and pay for your sins yourself, but the price is higher than any human can pay.
Jesus paid for your sins, and if you let him he will wash away your sins. It doesn't matter how dark your sins are, he can make them white as snow.
Your sincere friend
Evangelist, George Cardenas